Sick

I am getting over a week being sick. I had a lung infection and now math boy is sick. I haven't run in a few weeks due to the inability to breath.

I was looking through some photos that were taken over the past few months, and I feel so disappointed with myself. I feel that I am letting myself go, and I can't seem to get on top of it. I guess right now I have to get over this illness and then start back again.

I remember the last time I was in this situation, I started to run on Dec 26 and it really worked. I hope that this time I will be able to get back into shape in a few months with running.

To help out, my PT has agreed to help with interval training once a week. My goal is to run a 5K in 30mins. Right now I'm at about 42mins, so I really will have to pick it up.

Mum is doing - well living. She has her MRI on Friday and we are driving down to see them on Saturday. I can't wait to spend Christmas with her. I can't believe that this will be her last Christmas, last New Year's and probably the last time we will all be together. My brother and his family fly back to England on Jan 8, so this is it.

I'm afraid.