Tuesday, 22 November, 2011

Week Three

I completed day two of week three in my 5K101 training. It wasn't too tough. I am training in a pyramid style - so progress up with the three mins jogging for the first three intervals, and then back down. I was able to complete about 3.55K in the 30 mins that I was on the treadmill. My ultimate goal is to run a 30min 5K. I don't know if or when that will happen, but I will keep trying.

I heard from my brother yesterday, and apparently my mum told my dad off. I know that my dad is going through so much right now and is grasping at straws with every new treatment that he is reading on the internet that might make this tumour either go away or stop growing. He doesn't want to admit what is happening, and I can't blame him. The problem is that he is talking about all these different treatments in front of my mum and she doesn't want to hear it. I don't know if I am just numb to everything that is going on with her, or if I have just accepted it, but I am not feeling that "sadness" that I think I'm suppose to be feeling. Maybe I have something broken inside me. We should find out soon when her MRI is, and then we will know for sure what the prognosis is. I just pray that whatever happens, it happens without pain and suffering.

So I'm off to work.

Thnx for reading
Have a healthy day
Rakhi

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