1st Day

Today is the first day of school for Priya. I can't believe that she has started grade 2. 10 more years and she starts her last year of high school, gets her license and is almost ready to vote. 3 more years and she turns 10. I have no idea where time has gone.

So I'm doing really well - being off my anti-depressants for about two months now. The only problem is that I seem to cry at every TV show out there. But I'll take that over not feeling any real emotion any day.

I am having a difficult time with my weight loss, and I don't understand what is going on. It is really frustrating. I have been spinning between 2-4x a week and weight training 2x per week for a month now, and I haven't seen any movement. I am still the same weight (if not a bit more) since I started with my trainer almost a year ago.

I know that there are some out there who think that I am too preoccupied with my weight, but I'm watching everything I eat (about 1900 cal a day) and working out about 5-6 hours a week. To top it off, I have spent over $4000 on my gym membership and personal trainer since November. What am I seeing...NOTHING!!! This is what is getting to me - not that I'm not back to a size 6, or that I can't get rid of that little belly - it's that all this money and hard work and I have nothing to show for it.

I am going to give this another month and then go see my dr for some tests. I don't think this is normal for any person to be doing exactly what they are suppose to do and have no results.

thnx
rakhi